I'm rambling.

Approximately, it's been 1 day and half an hour of me being 20. So tired, have to realized it sooner or later. The reality is harsh, the reality is bitter. Sweet dream needs to be forgotten. Grow up already I'm a grown up. Reality doesn't always happen as we've always wanted. Wake up, in november I woke. Found the truth I refused to see all these time. Torn, sad, broken I am. Tears flowing, calming me just too little. Logic I need logic. Help me get out. I have no more energy. I can bear this no more please. I'm rambling.