I'm rambling.

Approximately, it's been 1 day and half an hour of me being 20. So tired, have to realized it sooner or later. The reality is harsh, the reality is bitter. Sweet dream needs to be forgotten. Grow up already I'm a grown up. Reality doesn't always happen as we've always wanted. Wake up, in november I woke. Found the truth I refused to see all these time. Torn, sad, broken I am. Tears flowing, calming me just too little. Logic I need logic. Help me get out. I have no more energy. I can bear this no more please. I'm rambling.

Special

Two months since I promised to myself that I'd stop. I tried to get myself out of the circle. I tried so hard, so very very hard. I did everything I could to move on. Yet I found myself in this very same point. Everybody's keep going and I'm feeling left out. I'm being ridiculous and everybody will start laughing. I just can't help it. I wish I could.

You're so fucking special. So very fucking special. It doesn't make sense :(

welcome november

My favorite month has come. Hope good things will come instead of this endingless problems thanks to you, yeah you. Family ruiner! :(

Brain overloaded and I haven't been updating much on this blog. What's with the midterm exams and college stuffs madness. -_-"