I hate it when people are telling me what to do, as if they knew what's best for me. When people say A, I tend to go B (and C if people say B). When they're telling me to do A, I'll do anything I could to search the alternatives. Hey, it's my life right? My choice!
Also, I have this habbit of thinking too much. I overthink almost everything in my head, so when something slip inside (it usually was just a normal thought), played over and over again in my head until it gradually became a negative thought. Do you get what I mean? Maybe that's what makes my mood often goes up and down, and up, up again, and down. :( And when it's down, I'll decide to quit. But when it's up, I'll instantly forget about the downs. The cycle goes on forever, and I'm trapped. Niceee -.-"
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