Can't help it.

Am not supposed to be complaining, but I can't help it. To whom should I do it: have no idea, so I pray to God and I write it here. God knows how sick I am of these never-ending-family-fuck-ups. And I hate it how I turn this blog into a gloomy dungeon. :'(

Dear God, hear my pray and make everything okay.

R.I.P.

When a friend died yesterday, I shed my share of tears. So long, Nyoman Aditya Prakasa. :')

Manusia bisa khilaf?

It wasn't me who wrote those two posts on Sunday. I was possessed...by the unholy spirit of mortal emotion. Yeah, definitely.

God,

I want my mother back.

Take that!

It's all the consequences of your own actions, and now why do I have to take the fvcking responsibility??? Don't be a sissy and expect me to feel guilty, cause I dont. I feel pity, yeah. Upset? Of course! Ughh, I can't stand it anymore. Don't you have a pride? All you do now is just moping and pitying yourself and wanting to give up. So selfish, indeed.

Phobia

I think I have a phobia of some sort. I think I have a being-alone-in-a-closed-space phobia.
Yeah.. I think I do.

Duh.

Have you ever missed someone so bad that you feel you can eat a baby alive? Have you ever been telling yourself that it would go away and somehow you manage to know that it was still there? That in spite of every other happier things you've done that made you forget, one day it would be just pop right back again at you?

Well, I have. And screw me. Duh.

Gempa bikin heboh

Gempa hari ini bikin heboh dan pusing banget. Satu kampus lari2 keluar ruangan seru gila haha. Kirain si damar iseng goyang2in kursi, tiba2 1 orang teriak gempa semua langsung heboh -_-"

Pusing banget ini efek gempa yg bener2 kerasa kayak kapal di laut, apa karena belum makan? I need some food, sleep, and aspirin *_*

1st day

First day of college was fun as I expected haha. Many 'maba' asked for my signature and I felt like a real senior haha. I knew it, one day at depok already boost my mood :)